Now you're just pretty much repeating what I said, but that's alright. The "Something you'll never understand." applies to me as well.
I'm above arguing with a 30 year old though. If you have such a great life why waste it on arguing with a "CHILD"?
You're the one who thinks too much of yourself. And you're not the only one who's lost people you know. I've had a lot of Family members and FRIENDS die before, a lot that you don't know about.
Do you honestly think I don't KNOW my parents are going to die? Do you honestly think I don't KNOW in the future I'll be alone? That my shitty art will get me nowhere? That my attitude will get my ass kicked?
I know all of these things, I just don't GIVE a fuck. That's LIFE, and no one can do ANYTHING to prevent it. PERIOD.
I can do exactly in the real world what I'm doing in school, and just pay attention, fake a smile, and bullshit my way through by doing what I have to do. But when I get home, then the REAL me will come out.
We've obviously been apart too long Mike, because you don't know a single fucking thing about me anymore.
You think I'm still the little girl with a fucking doll for a friend. Well I'm not. I'm colder now. I couldn't give a fuck about anyone else in this world right now other than my parents, or myself.
The entire world can fuck off and stay quiet about it for all I care, and with the way you've been acting lately, you're pushing towards being in the 'World' category.
You don't know anything about me anymore, and that hurts. Almost.
So don't go judging and criticizing me before you even get the chance to know me.
Did you know I don't even cry anymore? That's why this doesn't effect me. What's the point of all the drama? You'll die soon anyways, so will my parents, so on and so forth.
I've been keeping my thoughts about you locked up because I never wanted to hurt your feelings, but you obviously could care less about mine, so next time you need a rain check just let me know.